or lack thereof.
i'm really sorry about all this silliness and not updating. even if i only have a few watchers i still feel bad.
the thing is that in recent months something dark has been coming down hard and fast on me.
no that's not even an inuendo.
due to some stressing situations i have fallen into a loop where my depression will surface more and more frequently. and should it be absent my lovely anxiety will fill the hole.
now usually artists will use their mental state to create wonderful works of art. unfortunately i am not even one of them.
when i fall into a rut i tend to stop working. speaking. eating when it gets to an extreme. i become a hollow shell.
now because of my current state of friendships (i am making buildings on no foundation) and school work i haven't been inspired. but i am working on a piece currently and it will be up later tonight.
again i'm very sorry,
even though nobody ever reads this i feel justified after writing my reasons.